Friday, August 31, 2007 ; 3:41 PMY
iiloveuu<3
today is teacher's day :D
so ii wish every teacher a
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !today went back to nan chiau,
it change alort.
hahas.
went back jiu saw MR.LIM le.
then he treat us sakae.
hahas.
today oso went to see doctor.
my cough still nort okay lo.
then the doctor change another type of cough syrup for me.
damn disgusting!
next time give me free ii oso dont wann ar.
me and my mother relationship better le.
neber quarrel le. should be okay le ba.
somemore she neber talk about my result.
and yesterday night ii heard her discussing with my aunite things about overseas.
so maybe she finally kann trust me and go for her dream l.
ii am happy for her.
hahas.
sian leii.
today neber go school oso.
next week jiu holiday le.
holiday going to do what ii oso dont know.
hahas.
everyone takecare;
& happy teacher's day(:
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ; 3:18 PMY
iiloveuu<3
sian.very very sian.ytd 9plus jiu fall asleep le.hahas.today after school went to eat jiu go home le.sian.nothing to do at home.miss him alort.haiss.whole day thinking if ii am wrong ma?worng in making wrong decision ma?being bad & make my mother worried for me.and she have to give up her dreams because of me!why ii so self-fish!all ii have to do is be guai & give her my promise and trust!why kant ii simply do that!it is just so simple!yet ii am letting her down once & once again!ii am sorry!but too late le ba.everything is no use le.somemore tmr jiu take back report book le.should be fail 3 subject le.she going to say alort le.ii scard de thing better dont happen.haiss.hope so ba.stress ba. this few days think too much le ba.this few days very slack ar.must buck up le, if nort end of year,sure die de lo.haiss.sian ar!stress ar!why cant ii stop thinking about it!ii just hope she didn't die!ii just hope that she is by my side now!ii just hope that ii gort a chance to call her!but all too late le!why must ii always wait until lose the person le,then ii regret!why?!
Monday, August 27, 2007 ; 3:19 PMY
iiloveuu<3
today finally one month le.
ii am really very happy.
ii feel very xin fu,
although we always ding zui,
but we still love each other lorts :D
he is another guy whom ii love lorts ba.
the other one is tianjun, a guy that last time ii love very much.
until my home kena destroyed by me.
haiss.
dont talk about unhappy things.
haha.
this is the couple keychain ii bought for our one month anniversary.
after so long , ii found out that ii love him alort.
ii love him more than ii love myself ba.
ii scard ii fear one day ii will lost him.
and ii cant imagine my life without baizanzhu.
ii .... ii .... ii dont wish to lost anyone anymore.
losing your belived ones hurt alort!!
really! losing your beloved ones is as if someone stab your heart!
really hurts!
and it is scary!
ytd, my mother when to tell my aunite about ii haveing a bf.
then she tell me nort to have bf at my age.
she say ii too young.
and now study more impt.
& says that dont let my bf to be a burden of me.
haiss. sian la.
always talk all this stuff.
but sometime should listen to them but nort his time!
tmr need to act out a drama.
sure die de.
haiss.
my results oso nort good loO.
haiss. prepare to get scolding when ii get back report book.
friday going back to primary school le.
miss my primary school times.
looking forward to friday :D
all the best for tmr acting((:
Sunday, August 26, 2007 ; 4:10 PMY
iiloveuu<3
today is one month le.
8.04pm jiu one month le.
very happy(:
finally one month le.
time flies ar.
ii always scard n fear that ii will lose him.
ii really kant imagine life without him.
ii feel lost when he is nort with me.
maybe ii really left with nothing le.
only him.
he is always by my side when ii need him.
he is like my angel.
he care for me, he love me.
and yet ii neber share things with him and make him nort happy.
and he still dont tell me.
ii promise there will be no more next time le.
because ii love uu more than ii love myself.
this one month lots of things happen between us.
we quarrel our shao zhu & baizanzhu ;
we work hard together for our exams ;
and we catch the same disease.
he's every everything to me!
CHRISTINE ❤hearts❤ ZHIHAO 1314thank yew for everything & memories uu gave me :D
ii will always love uu de(:
thank yew, laogong[:
270707 our one & only day.260807 our one month anniversary :)
Saturday, August 25, 2007 ; 2:53 PMY
iiloveuu<3
hahas.
monday jiu shi our day le.
one month soon le.
time really flies ar.
hahas.
this few days sick le.
sian.
keep on cough.
if continue coughing ar, my intestine also wann to cough out le la.
hahas.
sian.
take back my papers le.
all so lousy only math okay niaA>
going to bei my mother gan le la.
haiss.
ii think my mother know liao loO.
if she know about my poor results de hua,
she sure will scold de loO.
say what result so poor still wann find bf.
haiss.
must clean my ears le.
haiss.
anyway ii very happy throughout this one month with him
hope kann last long(:
Monday, August 20, 2007 ; 9:39 PMY
iiloveuu<3
today, very emo!
ii saw my mother msg.
she say father finally let her go oversea to work le.
yet she did nort go because she scard ii turm from bad to worst!
ii feel very guilt!
ii felt that is ii who make her to kanort go!
ii dont kno what to do!
ii am wrong!
but ii dont kno how to tell her!
ii feel very guilt towards her!
ii wish to talk to her nicely and promise her that ii will be very guai!
but ii do nort have the courage to talk to her.
ii scard! ii fear!
ii scard ii cry out and make both parties very upset.
but ii kant simply just dont do anything.
ii really very stress and confused.
haiss.
ii am sorry,
Saturday, August 18, 2007 ; 2:59 PMY
iiloveuu<3
haiss,
that mei liang xin de bai zan zhu.
neber send me comment de loO.
suan liao.
ii fade le.
haha.
ytd eveing after putting down the phone with the bai zan zhu;
ii emo until cry .
but dont kno why.
maybe because whole day neber see or talk to him.
haiss,
say the truth miss him alorts.
haiss.
this few days ii very
EMO.but ii dont kno what to do or kann tell who.haiss.stress arhaiss.very sian.kanort go out.kanort do anyhting.everyhting ii do ii tio gan.really feel like leaving this house ending my life.ii am sick and tired of living le.ii lost someone very very inpt to me.but lucky ii gort someone who is also impt to me(:haha.ii gort a despo family and a loving stead.so ii will be very happy and xin fu!thanks to them.zhihao , yiying , eunice, alvin, jocelyn , hui xuan.thanks alort man.uu all brighten up my life!despo family!love ya:D
Friday, August 17, 2007 ; 5:54 PMY
iiloveuu<3
after so long de exam,
now ii kann finally rest le.
wahahahaha.
kann relax le.
tianjun de thing oso settle le.
everything finish le.
haha
sian ar.
we ; the DESPO family(: